karma

You know I don't want
to hurt you

but I have to go
for the kids you know

for the kids.

I just can't take anymore of
your letting me sleep late

letting me sleep till you walk in the door.

I am sorry
do you understand.

it's just
i don't remember
lying naked

pills in my head
wrapped in plastic
drunken screaming

ambulance drives

escapes from
your psychs office

mandatory commitments
i did try to knife you once

and i am sorry about
all those times i left
but hey

it was because
I just could not stay

intubated where you worked

kinda forget the last 15 years. only know that

I'm not able to have you
around you know

I'm not trying to hurt you
only just go you must.

the kids will understand

you are what happens
when a burn out becomes

husband and father

all used up
nothing left to give
but just a little more

huh
just a little more
oh you need to watch the kids
be a part of their life

well that is
whats right
yeah you know
they still need you

OK
bye now