not again

What?
Not again.
what must I do
what must I do?
Curse the light
why is it morning
again?
What must I do?
I am tortured day and night
my mind will not rest.
..just take a step back
breathe start again...
well that might be ok for
you but what to do
when there is no more back
where do you go?
How long must this last ?
I'm so tired
there is nothing
to say
nothing to do
my eyes must close
and I must sleep...
What?
Not again!!
What must I do ?
What must I do?