moments in time

moments in time
to some seem
so simple
to others
a reason
to live,
to regret
to live.
Or live
to regret?

not again

What?
Not again.
what must I do
what must I do?
Curse the light
why is it morning
again?
What must I do?
I am tortured day and night
my mind will not rest.
..just take a step back
breathe start again...
well that might be ok for
you but what to do
when there is no more back
where do you go?
How long must this last ?
I'm so tired
there is nothing
to say
nothing to do
my eyes must close
and I must sleep...
What?
Not again!!
What must I do ?
What must I do?

Silence

Silence
do what I say
Silence
stupid little boy
Silence
I am your god
Silence
It's not my fault
Silence

When the time draws nigh

When the time draws nigh
I will see you again
When the time draws nigh
I will kiss your face
When the time draws nigh
I will feel your
sparkling eyes upon me
When the time draws nigh
Your embrace will warm me
When the time draws nigh
Together in my mind
When the time draws nigh
I will whisper
that I love you
When the time draws nigh
As I pass
from here to there
When the time draws nigh

Crossroads Or (On Passing Over)

I am standing at the crossroads,

waiting alone

there is none to guide me,

I am searching.

we have always met at crossroads.

I strain my eyes,

I search the sky There you are!

like a golden angel!!

your mind reaches across time and space

I have found you like a beautiful dream

I run to you,I kiss your face, feel your sweet sweet breath

your smile so soft and comforting

a teddy bear, favorite goodies

Feel your sparkling eyes upon me

They show me the way home

Your embrace warms me

We will finally be

Together in my mind

I will whisper that I love you

As I pass from here to there

Beauty

To know Beauty
Is to know you,
Freezing fog
Thunderclouds Lighting flashes,
To Know Beauty Is to know you
Full moon reflected on Walden's Pond
The last swim of the season icy cold
Eagles soaring overhead,
To Know Beauty Is to know you
Canada from the top of Mt. Washington
Free climbing, holding on for dear life
Windy fingers try to pull You off the face of the earth.
To Know Beauty Is to know you
The shape of your eyes
The curves of your lips.
Our last kiss.
To know beauty Is to know you.
My life my love My everything
Te quiero más que el aliento de la vida
I love you more than the breath of life.
To know Beauty is to Know You

The first time

The first time
Your eyes meet
All the world stands still
He is sweating,dirty,bloody
He smells like Old Spice
His eyes are the brightest blue
They shine with life
The first time
He looks at you
His eyes penetrate yours
searching, He knows this
is his last day on earth.
The first time
Dirt,Blood,Fuel, Blue skies
He hears your voice quiet and calm
"It's ok we are here to extract you".
He muses "Am I some rotten tooth
that needs pulling"?
He never looks away until his eyes go dim.
The first time, you play god
The first time ,you watch your first man die.

my love mi amor

My Love


You are my life
You are my love

You are my heart
You are my love

You are my soul
You are my love

You are my breath
You are my love

You are my heaven
You are my love

You are my earth
You are my love

You are my sorrow
You are my love

You are my pain
You are my love

You are my everything
You are my love

You complete me
You are my love.


Mi amor

Usted es mi vida
Usted es mi amor

Usted es mi corazón
Usted es mi amor

Usted es mi Alma
Usted es mi amor

Usted es mi respiración
Usted es mi amor

Usted es mi cielo
Usted es mi amor

Usted es mi Tierra
Usted es mi amor

Usted es mi dolor
Usted es mi amor

Usted es mis pesares

Usted es mi todo
Usted es mi amor

Usted completo yo
Usted es mi amor.

does it hurt

does it hurt
does it sting
do you feel the pain
deep in your soul?
It never changes
it never stops
in your dreams
you are reminded
in you days
are befriended
better living
through chemistry
does it hurt

the door

do you hear me
do you see me
I am at the door
behind which
all is forgotten

can you feel my dread
can you reach out to me
I am at the door
behind which
all is lost

why won't you speak
why won't you tell me
that you are waitng for me
to go beyond the door
behind which
I will be
no more

my love is lost
my life is forfeit
I will walk
behind the door
which has no name.

a goodbye from me

Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there... I do not sleep.
I am the thousand winds that blow...
I am the diamond glints on snow...
I am the sunlight on ripened grain...
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you waken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rushOf gentle birds in circling flight...
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry—
I am not there...
I did not die...

this is only for you
Mlady

a goodbye for you

May the sun always shine on you and yours
May the beer never run dry
and may you never lose the sparkle in your eyes

Whisper06.

I will never be whole forever

I will never be whole forever
I have dreamt
a winters smile
I have dreamt
the summer moon
I have dreamt
golden days
I have dreamt
sweet caresses
have dreamt
my lady love
I have dreamt
the trumpets call.
I will never be whole forever.

Tell me, O people, tell me!
Who among you would not wake from the sleep of life if love were to brush your spirit with its fingertips?
Who among you would not forsake your father and your mother and your home if the girl whom your heart loved were to call to him?
Who among you would not cross the seas, traverse deserts, go over mountains and valleys to reach the woman whom his spirit has chosen?
What youth would not follow his heart to the ends of the earth to breathe the sweetness of his lover's breath, feel the soft touch of her hands, delight in the melody of her voice?
What man would not immolate his soul that its smoke might rise to a god who would hear his plea and answer his prayer?
--The Beloved:Reflections on the Path of the Heartby Kahlil Gibran

I will kiss your face
I will hear your smile
Feel your sparkling eyes upon me
Your embrace will warm me
Together in my mind
I will whisper that I love you
As I pass from here to there

When I hear your name

When I hear your name
The sun warms
The birds sing
All is full of wonder.
When I hear your name.

When the fog comes

When the fog comes
I will face its cold embrace
I will gaze ahead
I will not fear
I will see you
come to take me
I will see the fog no more
When the fog comes.

When the day is done

When the day is done
we will dance
when the day is done.

When time is no more
we will laugh
when time is no more

When the stars light the sky
we will kiss again
when the stars light the sky

When the full moon rises
we will lay in the tall grass
when the full moon rises

until then m'lady
I will wait
until then m'lady

Old Moon

How many long ago's?
On a grassy knoll of emerald green
we held each other 'neath an Old Wolf's moon
We spoke of never ending
we lost ourselves beneath the stars
we promised what we could not promise
we wept we loved we said our last goodbyes.

I love you forever

I have not forgotten you
How could it ever be so
never was a love so true
so pure,so whole ,
you know that I still love you,
cross the many miles I will come and find you
lest I'm underneath the sod.

Each day I rise, utter your name, with the first
breath I draw,Each night as I fall asleep,
your name escapes my lips
I gladly give it all away for one final glimpse of you.

My heart is full of love, mind so full of pain
Do I love you from Afar ?
I have not forgotten you

shattered lives

fate
she put us together
then tore us apart
lies and put ons
distress
till
memories fade
I am so lonely
I hide

I hear the horns a blowing
sweeping cross the land
gentle breezes bright blue skies
mlady hand in hand.

nothing else matters
only two old friends
mlady hand in hand.

I hear the horns a blowing
calling me home
mlady hand in hand

I be in heaven
with my lady
hand in hand.

WOLF

I hear the cry it makes me shiver
I smell the burning bodies
the nights sky aglow
shadows writhing men are dying
I hear the cry, it makes me shiver

Love is lost save in my heart

M'lady blessed me with her gaze

I hear the cry it makes me shiver.

There is no sound, all is black, a horrible smell like the fetid breath of a corpse

I hear the cry of the wolf known as man.