would i

would i
hold your
face
in my
trembling
hands
would i
gaze
so long
into your
eyes
would i
kiss you
so tenderly
would i
let you go
on deaths
dying door
i would
not

dreams of you

when i wake up
in my dreams I
see the memories
that live in the
between the seams
sleep and good morn
when i find you have gone
to the blaring glaring
horn
when i wake on
sleepy street
watching all
the bubble gum
bubbles float
on by
i see the all
the woulda shoulda
couldas
wave goodbye.
when i wake
up and find
dreams of you

CHASTISED

How horribly lonely
is this space.
behind these terrible
blood smeared gates
self containing
self impaling
waiting
hating
craving
a look
inside
forsaken
awaken
and
feel my shame
my pain
help extinguish
the anguish
that burns synapses
reeks of rotting
corpses
is it stupid to think
that anyone would
ever want to understand
what it is like
to sit on the brink,
whereI am
lost much less what I feel.
self loathing
i am evil
sans clothing
i do not dserve
understanding.
i did not understand
while i was cutting
a broad swath through life.
who are you that
you think anyone
could ever love you
no!
be watched
be scolded,
Chided,
scorned
derided
feel the wrath
of the self-righteous.
never know
nor ever care
what i feel.
feel
More sorrow
burdened hounded
be killed
resurrected
life reflected
until the final horns
have sounded.
a man of sorrows.
you are in the place
you were born to
this is your lot
in life
this is why you are here
you will never feel
Her soft kiss again
never trace Her outline
in the darkness
never feel Her love,
you are worthless.
you are judged
you are
chastised

death

old women avert their eyes
tears of blood horrid cries
a shroud a shroud
cover it with a shroud

it is evil it is dead
run away
it's shadow
brings great dread

old women cry
i don't know why
it is only i
passing by

my greatest fear

la mia più grande paura
è essere solo
la mia più grande paura
è morire solo
la mia più grande paura
è dimenticare come scrivere
la mia più grande paura
è causarla addolora
la mia più grande paura
l'ama
la mia più grande paura
non l'ama
la mia più grande paura
vive
la mia più grande paura
non vive
la mia più grande paura
è la mia più grande paura

the chosen

terrible paths we tread
dirty roads running red
while those behind us
party on
just missed the reality bus
till dawn

never will they know
the terrible paths we tread
apathy do they sow
eat their bread
drink their wine
have no spine
dirty roads running red

i would lay with you

i would lay
with you
not so near
only just
within
your
sight
i would say
the words
that bring
delight
i would gaze
upon your
countenance
heavenly
radiance
i would stay
with you
play with
you
grow old
with you
if you would
lay me
not so near
only just
within
my
sight

unforgettable

unforgettable
are you
imprinted
you are
em·bla·zoned
on
ingrained
upon
etched
within
my very being
where find memories
of the
effervescent spirit
that sustains me
while i struggle
that refreshes
while i sleep
that i may
never touch
unforgettable

moving on

fond
memories
painful
regrets
cherished
memories
sweet release
from constant
torment.
for now i fly
into limitless
sky
goodbye
say I
to all your
desolate
places.

Lost

lost within
the darkness
lost below
the light
lost without
your love
lost

lost without
a hope
no way
to cope
lost

BURNT

Burnt doll babies
fell from grace
years of tears
trickle from
their face

Pistols and bourbon
bourbon and beers
vile rotten memories
ooze from
their ears

sinful crustaceans
scramble about
come to eat
their rotting flesh
removing all doubt

burnt doll babies

reluctant sojourner

Voice
softly comforting
spinning tales of
hope, love, and
consolation
Hands
touching me
drying my
tears
renewing, me
Lips
to kiss
binding me
keeping me
safe from harm

wanting

Do you know?
can you see?
Do you feel?
could it be?

What you hear
what you see
comes naturally

Tis the end
of the line
when shame
doth climb

and all
around
must come
to ground

to be weighed
to be measured
to be found
wanting

snow queen

Brilliant sunshine leaps from a newly
lain blanket of
fluffy popcorn snow
Fierce eyes challenge me
comets of snow streak
across sparkling blue skies
Lightning bright rows
of stately porcelain
melting snow on a steamy brow
brilliant sunshine in the
you are the snow queen

A peace on you take heart,
it will not last forever
avoid the dart, be clever
no matter what you hear
avoid the fear
It will not last forever
As long as you endeavour
It will not last forever
Don't hold your breath
avoid the
clever,
lever,
never
sweet is the smell to your nose
your death a perfect rose
A peace on you Take hear
tWe do not last forever

a toast for mlady

May the sun always shine

on you and yours

May the beer never run dry

and may you never

lose the sparkle

in your eyes

breezes

breezes blowing
gently stirring
secret conversations
from a long ago
time
feeble-minded
murmurings
of mine.

laughing loving
whispering
always there to find
feeble-minded
murmurings
of mine

waking while i sleep
sleeping while i wake
ever smiling
reconcilling
feeble-minded
murmurings
of mine

bits and pieces
from
long ago
help me hold me
when times are low
feeble-minded
murmurings
of mine

sweet conversations
gentle intonations
urging on should i slow
reminding me
binding me
feeble-minded
murmurings
of mine

breezes blowing
gently stirring
secret conversations
from a long ago time
feeble-minded
murmurings
of mine.

Free

The wind blows free

It carries my love

to thee

the wind blows free

wind

The wind is free

blows goes

ever on

round the

whole wide

world

Touching all

it passes
joyous masses

bringing greetings
lovers meetings

from here

to yonder

there

the wind is free

blows goes

ever on

round the

whole wide

world.

every day ness

Mcdonalds
have it
your
way
moto
blue tooth
i pod

What!?
no i don't hear you
i am busy

what there's a war
where
is that on sci-fi??
is arnold in it???
what
not happening here
what
no, well not my
prob man
no body told
em to go

McDonalds
have it your way
moto
blu tooth i pod
i don't care
not my job
not my concern
i pod
moto

what